I am so done.

I dont even make an effort anymore.

Homework is a joke. Reading is a joke. Tests are a joke.

I’m too tired for everything.

That, and my legs have become so shaky that I nearly fell down the stairs about three times.

I am so sick.

“I’m too fucked up for you.” “Oh shut the hell up, you’re perfect. You judge me without giving two shits about what i think. I love that about you. “

I wish everyone was like this. Instead of “I’m not relationship material.” “I think you’re wasting your time with me.”

I feel like I’m going to die.

“The snow drifts into our zombie mouths crawling with grease and curses and tobacco flakes and cavities and boyfriend/girlfriend juice, the stain of lies. For one moment we are not failed tests and broken condoms and cheating on essays; we are crayons and lunch boxes and swinging so high our sneakers punch holes in the clouds. For one breath everything feels better. Then it melts.”

-Wintergirls